Monthly Archives: June 2015

A fish out of water

Cheyenne, the kids and I are about to head out for a week of sailing with friends, living off of a boat for the week. By all measures it’s a fantastic way to spend a week and we all feel … Continue reading

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Time to connect, to feel pleasure and peace

Last night was one of those nights where Cheyenne and I just click effortlessly. After a long weekend apart from each other¬† each of us focusing on our own agendas we were both looking forward to Monday night alone together. … Continue reading

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Failure to connect

Last night I shared with the Cheyenne my thoughts from yesterday’s run about how I plan to let go of my expectations for how I overly optimistically hope to be fluid about all things sexual and how long it may … Continue reading

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Running from a pirate ship

I woke this morning at one am heavy and dark laying next to Cheyenne for the next six hours struggling to free myself from the heavy wet quilt of my hopes and expectations. That pirate ship of my content. After … Continue reading

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Left alone to my own devices

It’s a rare day I’m home alone for the weekend without obligations or Cheyenne. In fact, this is the first time I’ve been home for a couple of days since being locked up. ¬†Sure I was just let out a … Continue reading

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The vanquished sub saves the night

The relentless male in me twisted and charmed his way into a most delicious orgasm last night. The sub in me was crushed by a tide of testosterone and quick thinking. Mrs’s vulnerability to connect with me sexually was exploited … Continue reading

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Is it a confession?

I confess I think. Cheyenne let me out of my device Monday night for sex. I was back in as soon as Cheyenne finished absorbing the warm reverberations of her orgasm. Locked to relocked fifteen minutes max. Writing here this … Continue reading

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All roads point in the same direction. Vacation

While pausing to to digest how to fix some complex logical interactions at my day job, my brain did what it does best when I shift focus to alternative challenging topics. It located another pattern I’ve been thinking a lot … Continue reading

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“A sex life like we vacation”

Last night, despite the best laid plans for wine, entertainment and fulfilling on a kinky deal, we ended up butting heads over what’s best described as our individual “stories” about who we are. The no fun parts. Butting heads, staking … Continue reading

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And I hope you get pleasure from the pain…

Responding to my Mrs. Cheyenne Honestly, it scares me. I never know how I can take the next hit but I do. After what is your usual duration I start thinking it’s close to the end and even though I … Continue reading

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