Monthly Archives: January 2017

The power of choice

I still haven’t come down from the intensity of Sunday’s sex with Cheyenne. It’s been more of a slow simmer, a silent drowning as my intense desire to pleasure myself gasps for a sliver of repsite from the immobilized penis. … Continue reading

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When it clicks

Yesterday was a great day. To start, Sunday’s easily win over weekdays but Sundays are when Cheyenne and I have a reliable sitter. Adult time once every two weeks makes heightens the excitement of preparing to make the most of … Continue reading

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The source of it all

I know my dreams subconsciously convert my biggest fears and concerns into dream scenarios that leverage my natural strengths. It’s a brilliant way of processing without engaging the ego’s noisy banter. Conciously, anxiety and fear fall into two catagories: things … Continue reading

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Conflict(ed) part 1

A brilliant introspective view into the feelings of missing the ideal. Thank you!

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Between shades of blue

It’s only been a week I’ve spent in the relentless metal confines of silence but my thoughts have predictably blossomed in compensation much the way one might imagine your hearing would sharpen if your eyesight was lost.   Agreements, social … Continue reading

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An inversion of desire

I self locked my penis into a tiny metal cage a few days ago and left the key for Cheyenne. Self, implying it was a unilateral decision.  It took a couple days for Cheyenne to take the key from its … Continue reading

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