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Fantasy and Acceptance

I have no idea why I’m suddenly compelled to write about the sexual threads swirling around in my mind but here we go… In a nut shell, my kinks flow outward from the need to feel sexually engaged and accepted … Continue reading

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What’s New?

I don’t even want to think about at the last time I posted to this blog. I’ve even considered closing this account several times because of my apathetic commitment to write. My resistance to writing comes from feeling stuck in … Continue reading

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Lots of things

It’s been close to a year since I’ve posted a journal entry. On the surface it’s a paltry showing for such a therapeutic process. Instead of writing about one of the many life events or sexual epiphanies I’ve had recently … Continue reading

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Progress but not sex

Seems my posts are continually spaced further apart in time. Contrary to my lack of reporting there are a lot of sex positive things to journal to keep this blog remotely up to date. One of the things Cheyenne and … Continue reading

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Failure to connect

It’s been five years since I came out to Cheyenne as bisexual and kinky. In many ways we’ve come so far together. Sexually, there’s been complete acceptance with respect to all my kinky needs and sometimes confusing bisexual feelings. Glass … Continue reading

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The future is now

I don’t usually make New Year’s resolutions. Ordinary life already feels like a series of goals webbing the weeks and months together without the need for an extra reference point. Chasing a little one around at 50 has an unusual … Continue reading

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POoV

PIV is out and POoV is the new norm. POoV defined as penis outside of vagina. This seems to be the most popular D/s dynamic we’ve encountered to date. Cheyenne has been having more O’s from the penis desperately rubbing … Continue reading

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From the outside

My sex life the last couple months has been very different than others times during my relationship with Cheyenne. I’ve completely backed away from dating apps after hundreds of shallow chats amounting to “let’s fuck now” regardless of my profile … Continue reading

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Utopia

I’m writing from an eleven hour solo flight from Tokyo to the Midwest. It’s nice to finally have the time to peck out a post from my phone. Lying here in the dark tapping away sleeplessly as I cross from … Continue reading

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The safety of reality

This weekend Cheyenne took the little one out of town with her and left me alone for a rare day to do as I wanted with my time. Better yet, she scheduled a (my first) Pro Domme session to help … Continue reading

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